Nineteenth Sunday in Pentecost September 30, 2018

What do we do when we experience injustice?  What do we do when we see injustice?  How we treat each other matters.  And what we do and say when we see or experience injustice matters.  And, it should go without saying, WE are to love our neighbors as ourselves, which means that we should not be unjust with each other…

Are you familiar with the Feast of Purim?  I will occasionally see Hamantaschen cookies in the grocery store – they are the traditional Purim cookie.  Purim is the Jewish feast day that Mordecai asked the people to keep – a feast day in celebration of their escape from destruction.

The book of Esther tells the story of King Ahasuerus, King of Persia, his Jewish Queen Esther, her uncle Mordecai, and their enemy and the King’s trusted official, Haman.  Mordecai did not show Haman the respect he expected, so Haman wanted revenge.  He knew that Mordecai was Jewish and so plotted, according to the story, to kill off the Jews in the Persian kingdom because they did not obey the King’s commands.  He persuaded the King, who did not know that Esther was Jewish, to let Haman send letters throughout the kingdom giving orders to destroy, to kill, and to annihilate all Jews…

Esther, hearing of the letters and listening to the wisdom of Mordecai, invites both the King and Haman to several banquets, so charming the King that he promises to give her whatever she wants.  She speaks up in defense of herself and her people.  She speaks against the injustice and harm that Haman intends and is successful in changing the King’s mind.  Haman is destroyed and the Jews are saved.

Esther speaks up against injustice.  The disciples speak up because they’re not sure if what they see is just or unjust – a man who was not part of their group of disciples healing in Jesus’ name.

Jesus reminds his disciples, reminds us we’re not the ONLY good people.  Anyone who does good in the name of God also is part of US – our brothers and sisters.  We might not use the same language or pray the same prayers or feel welcome with each other in worship – but we belong to the same God and the same Spirit works in us.

Then Jesus goes on to say that if we put stumbling blocks before one of ‘these little ones’ we’d be better off thrown into the sea.

Okay, what is Jesus saying here?  What does he mean?  Jesus has just had the conversation with the disciples about how those who want to be first will be last and that we’re supposed to welcome the children.  And we remember that in the first century, children were possessions, not considered worth much, and near the bottom of any power structure.

Jesus seems to be saying that if our actions cause children to abandon the faith, we are in trouble. It’s a powerful gospel for us as we consider how we treat our own children or the kids in the neighborhood around the church and around our country or around the world.  If people know that we claim to be Christians, they will also know how we’re supposed to treat others.  And they will know when we fail.  I’ve been interested to read how other countries around the world have watched our conversations and interrogations of Dr. Ford and the Supreme Court nominee, Brett Kavanaugh.  We claim to be a Christian nation.  The world is watching.

Jesus then talks about salt and fire.  What we lose in translation is that the word Jesus uses to talk about hell is ‘gehenna’ – that place outside the city of Jerusalem where those following the god Mollech sacrificed their children.  The region became known as a place of fire – the fires of hell, the fires of gehenna – a terrible place.  Jesus warns his disciples to avoid sacrificing our children and then says that we will all be salted with fire.

These words from Jesus are part of his ongoing conversation with the disciples – those who wish to save their lives will lose them and those who lose their lives for the sake of the gospel will find them.  Somehow, as Christians, we are to give up the lives we intended.  We’re to allow the Spirit to burn away anything that doesn’t fit, that distracts us from right living and the kingdom way.

Fire may destroy.  Fire also purifies.  Fire gives warmth and light.  Salt preserves and seasons.  For everyone will be salted with fire…  Have salt in yourselves, and be at peace with one another.  Fire to purify and salt to preserve.

We may not have the whole world’s eyes on us personally, but every day someone is watching what we do, what we say, and how we live.  Every day someone is being brought closer to God or driven away by our words and actions.  Most days we probably do a bit of both.

When we find ourselves being a hindrance, when we realize we’re not living up to our call, what are we to do?  James reminds us: Pray.  Pray for ourselves, pray for others, ask other to pray with us and for us.  We aren’t perfect, we will never be perfect.  But we can be forgiven and empowered to do better by the Spirit of God at work in us.

When we see others in danger or being abused or misused, what are we to do?  Pray like James and act like Esther.  Speak up.  Be salt.  Preserve peace.  Bring warmth, kindness, and light to the situation.

O God, you declare your almighty power chiefly in showing mercy and pity: Grant us the fullness of your grace, that we may be salt and light to your beloved world.  Amen.

Posted on October 3, 2018 By Kristen

Seventeenth Sunday after Pentecost September 16, 2018

How great a forest is set ablaze by a small fire!  James is right, isn’t he?  We see it in our gospel reading, Peter claiming that Jesus is Messiah and then with his next breath rebuking Jesus for talking about Messiah’s mission.  And it’s just not the First Century folk that had difficulty with their tongues.  Our politicians can hardly keep from saying mean things and unhelpful things and stretching the truth so far it breaks.  Even good Christian folk, like you and me, have been known to say mean things and unhelpful things.  Sometimes even we stretch the truth to breaking.

Our tongues can say the most wonderful things, tender words, kind words, comforting and comfortable words.  And our tongues can also say the meanest, most hurtful, nastiest, untrue things.  The good and the bad are part of who we are – remember Jesus said that it isn’t what is brought into us that makes us unclean, but what comes out of us that reveals our uncleanliness.  Our tongues catch us up; show us what we are inside.  Our tongues stir up trouble as often as they calm things down.

We have here another week of lessons that show us, in practical ways, how we ought to live as followers of Jesus.  Our words are important, what we say and how we say it is important because our words, what we say and how we say it will help bring people closer to God or push them farther away.  We are the ambassadors of Christ.  We are followers of Jesus, disciples, and so we are examples to the world of what Christianity, what God’s love and the redeeming grace of Jesus are all about.  Our speech ought to reflect God’s love for us, our love for God and our love for each other.

I fear that respectful conversation is fast disappearing.  I am dismayed by the lack of respect in our national conversations about almost every political topic.  It is fine to disagree on the issues.  It isn’t fine to condemn those who disagree with us or make personal attacks on each other’s character or patriotism.   I know that passions run high – I feel very strongly about MY positions, too – but that doesn’t give us leave to be rude to each other.  And the same goes for our conversations about life in the church.  We MUST be kind when we speak to each other and of each other.  One of my seminary professors told us to be careful when writing our theology down or speaking about others.  ‘Use sweet words,’ he’d say, ‘you might have to eat them one day.’

Peter claims that Jesus is the Messiah and then almost immediately tells Jesus to stop talking.  Why does Peter rebuke Jesus?  Because Jesus is explaining what Messiah is going to do.  Peter doesn’t want Jesus to say such things because, as we see over and over in the gospels, the disciples expect that Messiah will overthrow the Roman government and set up God’s kingdom on Earth.  Peter and the disciples expect that they will reign in Messiah’s kingdom – they expect to come into power with Jesus.

What Jesus proposes, though, is the opposite of what Peter and the others expect.  God’s kingdom is an upside-down kingdom, where Messiah gives up his life, where the greatest is the least, where those who want to lead must serve.  Those who want to save their life will lose it and those who lose their lives for the sake of the gospel will save them.

It is precisely at this point where it becomes clear to me how difficult it would be to have a Christian nation – a theocracy with God in charge under a Christian banner.  There may be nations, ours included, which are made up primarily OF Christians. Please hear me clearly – Christians have been and should continue to be involved in politics, Christians will continue to be of great service by their leadership in our communities and the world. We can and should debate America’s moral role in the world, what we ought to do with our power and our wealth, how to help in the refugee crisis and what we should do about the refugees and migrants within our own borders.

But Christianity and America are not interchangeable terms – they can’t be.  God is not an American, a Republican, a Democrat, a Capitalist or a Socialist and God’s kingdom requires something quite different from the power and the wealth we possess as Christians.  The Kingdom of God is an upside down kingdom and it’s more widespread than any one country and requires our complete allegiance.

If we are going to be light and salt in our world, if we’re going to use our tongues to spread the gospel of God’s love, we’ve got to give up our notions of power and entitlement and supremacy.  We are called, not to be first, but to be last.  We’re called to serve, not to rule; called to share what we have, not remain content because we have ours.  By giving up our lives, by giving up our need to lord it over others, by sharing our treasure, we have the freedom to be with others, no matter where they might be, no matter their need, no matter their social standing or background.  By following Jesus, in his humility and his gentle strength and his powerful service, we bring hope and God’s love to the world around us.

In God’s upside-down kingdom we receive when we give, we are forgiven when we forgive, we find new life as we die to ourselves.

We are called to use gracious words, to do what we can for this world that is so precious in God’s sight.  God has promised that the Spirit will guide us in what we should do and how we should live, if we give ourselves over.  God has promised that when we don’t know what to say, the Spirit will speak through us to bring hope and healing.  May we allow the Spirit to guard and guide our tongues and to lead us in all things.  Amen.

Sixteenth Sunday of Pentecost September 9, 2018

In this week’s readings we have more instructions from the Letter of James on how we ought to live, on what we ought to DO and NOT DO, and we have more examples from Jesus – more on loving our neighbors as ourselves.  These readings come to us as we’ve just celebrated the lives of Milt & Miggs Coleman and all the work they’ve done for the parish, the diocese, and the national Episcopal Church (they are our good examples, this morning.)  And we’ve heard all sorts of craziness from our political leaders this last week – about a White House in chaos (or not), led by the President (or not), and rumors that children of immigrants will continue to be held beyond what the courts have decided is fair (good examples of bad examples, perhaps?)  What does it mean to love our neighbors – the folks who live and work around us and the folks scattered around the world?

James has some ideas as he continues his train of thought from last week.  At the end of chapter one, which was last week’s lesson, James said that ‘true religion’ included taking care of widows and orphans – the poor and disenfranchised of his day.  In chapter two, which we begin this week, James says that favoring the rich is NOT the way we should behave and he says that we will be judged by the law of liberty.  There’s that phrase again, the law of liberty, which we recognize as the law of love – the command to love our neighbors as ourselves.  ‘For judgment will be without mercy to anyone who has shown no mercy; mercy triumphs over judgment,’ James writes.

Mercy triumphs over judgment.  We could spend several months discussing the outgrowth of that statement…  What would our lives look like if we valued mercy over judgment?  How would we behave differently?  How would our conversations about politics, about the poor, about any kind of reform be different if we were concerned more with mercy than judgment?  How would conversations between those who differ theologically be different if we valued mercy over judgment? And isn’t living out a mercy that triumphs over judgment another way of loving our neighbors as ourselves?

James goes on to talk about faith vs. works.  What we say we believe ought to have some impact on what we do and how we live.  Faith without works is dead, our words of faith meaningless.  It’s so easy to say that we believe in a God of love and that we love ALL of God’s children, too.  It’s much more difficult for me to say how I love all God’s children when my African American colleagues point out the difference between my life and theirs and the subtle racism I participate in.  It’s much more difficult for me to say how I love all God’s children when people do things I vehemently disagree with and I want to lash out at them.  James reminds us that what we do is as important as what we say – we put feet to our words when we put our faith into action.

Jesus is our good example.  We have these two stories of healing – of the Syrophoenician’s daughter and of the deaf man with the speech impediment.  I love how the gospel writer makes the conversations sparkle!  Jesus has gone out of Jewish territory into the Gentile area of Tyre, apparently trying to find a place to rest, since the text says that he did not want anyone to know he was around.  But word gets around and the Gentile woman from Syrophoenicia has a need that she desparately hopes Jesus will meet.

Biblical scholars say that perhaps Mark makes such a big deal about her being a gentile because Mark’s community was a community of Gentile believers.  This story would make it clear that Jesus included them in his ministry, even before his crucifixion and resurrection.

The Gentile woman comes to Jesus with her request.  Jesus is tired and looking for a place of peace and quiet and she isn’t even Jewish.  She asks for healing and Jesus turns her away with some rather harsh words – the food goes to the children first (meaning his ministry is to Jewish folk.)  It’s not fair to throw the children’s food to the dogs.

The written word can’t give us the tone of voice or the sense in which Jesus speaks these words.  We don’t know whether he’s gently turning her away or completely annoyed that she’s bothering him or if it’s something in between.  But whatever the tone of voice, or perhaps because where our children are concerned, parents tend to be fearless, this woman is not going to be put off and she responds as quickly as he brushes aside.  ‘Even the dogs are allowed the crumbs that fall to the floor.’  I imagine that no matter the tone Jesus took with her, her response made him smile and he recognized her concern for her daughter and her belief that he could bring healing.

If Jesus makes room to help a woman who is outside of his community, if he shows compassion even though he’s exhausted and looking for a break, ought not we to do the same?

Mark’s community understood that they were included in the ministry of Jesus.  We have lost the knowledge that our Christianity was first of all a Jewish religion and we are the outsiders, grafted onto the family tree, as the Apostle Paul describes it.  We believe that we are included, and we are, but we should never forget that EVERYONE is included in God’s Kingdom  – regardless of how they behave – and we have a responsibility to reach out to all with compassion and mercy.

What are the practical implications of our lessons for today? How are we treating the folks we meet as we go about our lives and how are we reaching out to those in need?  Do our actions back up our words?  Can we prove our faith, as it were, by our work?

Our world is in such disarray.  There are moments when I’m not sure the country will survive the meanness and vitriol expressed by our leaders.  And while they’re arguing, poor folks are getting poorer, the rich are getting richer, and there are even more desparate people outside of our borders trying to get into our country, looking for a safe haven somewhere, anywhere in the world.  WE can’t mend things overnight – but we can pay attention to our assumptions about each other and treat everyone with kindness and respect.  James reminds us that if we show partiality, we commit sin and are convicted as transgressors…

The good news is that every day presents us with at least one chance to make the world a better place by living out our faith, putting the law of love, the law of liberty, into practice. And God’s Spirit is with us, so that even when we’re exhausted, even when we sigh, as Jesus did, at the overwhelming sense that there is never enough time or money or resources, God will enable us to do the work that needs to be done.  We are not left alone to depend only on ourselves.  God wants to work with us. God wants to work through us.

May our lives be full of good work.  May the world know we are Christians because of our love.   Let’s close with a prayer.

Grant, O God, that your holy and life-giving Spirit may so move every human heart and especially the hearts of the people of this land, that barriers which divide us may crumble, suspicions disappear, and hatreds cease; that our divisions being healed, we may live in justice and peace; through Jesus Christ our Lord.  Amen.

Fifteenth Sunday of Pentecost September 2, 2018

Why do we do what we do?  For the next few weeks we’ll look at what the letter of James tells us our lives should be like, if we are living faithfully.  And alongside what James tells us, we’ll see what Jesus has to say about how we ought to live.

But perhaps more important than what we do is: why we do what we do.  Both James and Jesus have something to say to us about why we do what we do.

The Epistle of James almost didn’t make it into the Canon of the New Testament.  Luther thought that James put too much emphasis on ‘works’ rather than ‘faith.’  I’m glad that Luther was overruled because the tension between faith based on works and work as an outgrowth of faith cuts to the heart of lived out Christianity.

Over and over again the book of James tells us what our lives ought to look like, how we ought to behave.  Our passage today is part of that theme: we ought to be doers of the word and not just hearers, we need to look at the law of liberty and then live into it.  James says that pure religion is found in caring for orphans and widows and keeping ourselves unstained by the world.

What does James mean by the phrase ‘the law of liberty?’  And how are we to live into his ‘pure religion?’

On the face of it, ‘the law of liberty’ sounds like an oxymoron.  Isn’t law the antithesis of liberty?  Liberty is all about freedom and law is all about rules.  And yet…  If we go back to what Jesus said are the greatest commandments, if we go back to the ‘new commandment’ that Jesus gave his disciples just before he died, we see that Jesus teaches the Law of Love.  The new commandment Jesus gave?  Love one another.  The greatest commandment, that sums up all of the other commandments?   Love God with your whole heart, soul and mind.  Love your neighbor as yourself.

Jesus gave us the law of love.  Is James saying the same thing or something different when he talks about the law of liberty?  I’d say they are really the same thing.  The peace of mind, the freedom we have when we are in right relationship with God, when we are in right relationship with each other.  This is what both Jesus and James are talking about.  It’s the peace we experience when we know we are forgiven, by God or by someone we have wronged. It’s the joy that comes when we help someone.  It’s the freedom we feel when we share what we have with someone else.  God’s law is summed up in love.  And loving each other, loving God, being in right relationship, brings freedom.  The law of love binds us.  Obedience to the law brings us freedom.  That’s why James can call it the law of liberty. The law of love brings us freedom.

James goes on to say that true religion is found, not in what we say, but in how we treat others and in how we treat ourselves.  Take care of orphans and widows.  Orphans and widows represent the disenfranchised in James’ world.  Men were the source of income, property, and protection.  Without a father, without a husband, a family had little means of support.  All throughout the Old Testament, the Israelites were commanded to care for the orphans, widows and strangers – those with little means of support.  Pure religion is loving our neighbor and taking care of those who cannot take care of themselves.

James’ last phrase – that true religion means we keep ourselves unstained from the world – complements the conversation that Jesus has with the Pharisees in our reading from Mark.  James says we are to keep ourselves unstained from the world and Jesus says that what comes out of us, not what goes into us, stains  us and makes us unclean.

The Pharisees charge that the disciples aren’t keeping themselves ‘clean.’  Jesus counters with his argument that too many keep the traditions of the elders but not the law.  Maybe we need some background to understand this argument…

Remember that the Israelites, in their attempt to follow the law given to them in the Torah (Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy) built a “fence” around the law.  The fence was built of traditions meant to preserve obedience.  So, for example, Exodus 23:19 ends with the command: “Do not cook a young goat in its mother’s milk.”  To ensure that this law is kept, a fence is built – keep all dairy products separate from meat products and eventually becomes keeping two sets of dishes in a kosher kitchen; one set of dishes for meat, another for dairy.  If you obey the ‘fence’ laws – keep meat and dairy separate – you will never break God’s law – do not cook a young goat in its mother’s milk.

The Pharisees spent their lives living according to the traditions, the fences built around the law. Ritual washing of the hands before eating was a tradition meant to ensure that if one had accidentally touched someone or something unclean, cleanliness would be restored before the food was touched.  The tradition was based on the rituals the priests and people performed when they HAD touched someone or something unclean.

When the disciples don’t wash their hands before they eat, the Pharisees confront Jesus.  How can Jesus be a great teacher of the Law if his disciples don’t even obey it?

Why do we do what we do?  The Pharisees do what they do in order not to break the traditional law.  Jesus looks deeper.  The Pharisees are concerned with outward cleanliness.  Jesus says that inward cleanliness is what God looks for – following the law of love, the law of liberty.  The evil intentions that come from within us break the law of love.

Jesus tells the crowd that if they want to be clean, they must attend to the evil within themselves.  James reminds us to watch what comes out of ourselves – our anger does not produce God’s righteousness.

Why do we do what we do?  Are our actions meant to make us look good on the outside?  Or do our actions reflect who we are on the inside?  It’s the difference between looking good and being good.  They might look the same but God knows the difference and so do we, deep down.  So we ask ourselves:  Are we following the law of love, the law of liberty out of gratefulness for all that God has given us?  Are we doing the things we’re supposed to do because we want to be seen as good?  If our actions are not coming from love, but from the desire to be seen as good, then we’re working on self-righteousness and we are bound to fail.  If our actions come from love, the Spirit will sustain us even through difficult and seemingly unsuccessful times.  Why do we do what we do?

May we allow the  Lord of all power and might to increase in us true religion; to nourish us with all goodness; and to bring forth in us the fruit of good works. Amen.


Posted on September 6, 2018 By Kristen

Pentecost 14 August 26, 2018

Some years ago I was in Chicago at a preaching conference where my own preaching professor was preaching on our Ephesians text.  Barbara Lundblad is a wonderful preacher and storyteller and she had us laughing as she began her talk.

When her children were small, her Lutheran church based their Vacation Bible School week on the Ephesians passage and they ‘dressed’ the children with the ‘whole armor of God’.  You can imagine it – gallon bleach bottles, cut in half, for the helmets of salvation.  Strips of cloth for the belt of truth.  The breastplate of righteousness and the sword of the spirit made of cardboard boxes covered with aluminum foil.  Shoe boxes turned upside down, holes for the feet made in the top, and then covered with black or brown paper so that they would be ready to proclaim the gospel of peace.  The whole armor of God!

Rev. Lundblad went on to say that what works for children – the use of imagery and imagination to provoke theological truth – doesn’t always work as well for us as adults.  We would never be content with a cardboard sword or bleach bottle helmet.  We are too literal, too practical for such things!

This is the same problem Jesus was having with his listeners in the Gospel of John.  Folks were taking him literally.  He was speaking in poetry, analogy, and symbolic language…

What does Jesus mean when he says that we have to eat his body and drink his blood?  What is he talking about when he says, “The words that I have spoken to you are spirit and life.”   And how are we supposed to put on the whole of armor of God?  No wonder some of the disciples stopped following…

If we were going to be honest, and this is church so it’s okay to be honest here, we might consider leaving, too.  It is pretty easy to call ourselves ‘Christian’ in America.  We still consider ourselves part of a ‘Christian’ nation, even while we stand firmly with the separation of church and state.  And we don’t really identify with any other religious tradition – we’re not Jewish or Muslim or Buddhist.

But following Jesus is another matter altogether.  And we might need to reconsider what it means to be a follower of Jesus, a disciple, along with those who stopped following Jesus when his words got too difficult to understand.  I believe most Americans DO understand what it means to be a follower of Jesus, to be a Christian, but we don’t like to live into the difficult pieces of our faith.

For example, what does it mean when Jesus says that we are to love one another.  As part of his last supper with the disciples, later on in John’s Gospel, Jesus will say that he’s giving them a new command: Love one another.  He says that the world will know we are his disciples because of the loving way we treat others.

It’s pretty easy to say that we love everyone.  It’s really difficult to love the people right in front of us.  Have you met them?  People are mean.  People are annoying.  They don’t listen to us. People do terrible things to other people and to us.  What does it mean to love?

How are we supposed to show love to the unlovely?  How are we supposed to be kind to the unkind?  How are we supposed to keep our tempers when the other person is yelling at us?  What does it mean to love?

Is Christianity, following Jesus, supposed to be about certain cultural norms?  If it is, what would those norms be?

Eat this bread.  Drink this cup.  Abide in me.  Love one another as I have loved you.

What we do to ‘the least of these’, to the folks on the margins of society, to the widows and orphans and strangers or aliens, we do to Christ himself.  It’s as if we are treating Christ himself as we embrace or reject other people.  How we treat others either shows love to them or not.  And we ought to show love.

These are our cultural norms as Christians.

Jesus speaks in poetry, analogy, and symbolic language and yet, he’s very clear on what he expects of us.  Even in the letter to the Ephesians, we can see clearly what we ought to do.  We ought to love – to speak the truth, to spread the gospel of peace, to live rightly and to protect ourselves with the fact that God loves us (our salvation) and that with our faith and the words of God, we will be able to stand against those who wish to do ourselves or our brothers and sisters harm.  We don’t do this work alone.  The whole armor of God is the Spirit working in and through us for justice and peace.  And we have Jesus with us, too.  The strength we need is found by feeding on his words and feeding on his body at the Eucharist.

When Jesus asks the twelve whether they want to go, too, Peter is right when he says, “…to whom can we go? You have the words of eternal life.”

Where else could we go?  It is difficult to live the Christian life.  It is difficult to live up to the expectations God has for us.  It is difficult to love.  But without love – what good is life?

We must let the love God has for us – that unconditional, undeserved, without reservation, knowing everything we’ve ever done wrong and loving us anyway, love – seep down deep into our bones.  We must KNOW beyond any doubt that God accepts us and loves us.  God loves us.  That’s our armor.

And then we must love.  Share in communion with God and each other.  Eat the body of Christ.  Drink his blood.  Remember that God loves all those who share our Eucharist just as much as God loves us.  In fact, God loves all those who celebrate the Eucharist in this place or any place around the globe.  In fact, God loves all those who celebrate the Eucharist and all those who do not.  God loves everyone.  As God’s people, as followers of Jesus, we ought to love everyone as well.

May we allow the words of Jesus to fill us with the Spirit and give us life.  May we find the strength we need in his body and blood.  And may we live as faithful disciples as we love others in the name of Jesus as we have been loved.   Amen.

Posted on August 30, 2018 By Kristen

Pentecost 13 August 19, 2018

Three ministers walk into a church – a Catholic Priest, a Baptist Minister, and an Episcopal Priest.  The question is asked:  Where do you find the Body of Christ?  All three of them smile:  Finally!  A theological question that is easy!  The Catholic Priest points to the Tabernacle, where the Reserve Sacrament is kept – “Right there,” he says.  The Baptist Minister sweeps his arm across the congregation – “We’re all right here,” he exclaims.  And when they turn to the Episcopal Priest?  She points to the Reserve Sacrament and then sweeps her arm over the congregation – ‘It’s both!’ she says.

Now, obviously, that’s a very simplistic version of the very deep theological issues raised by trying to understand what we are about in the Eucharistic Feast.  If it makes your head hurt a little, imagine what it was like for those first disciples.  Manna from heaven?  We understand that – it’s part of our formation story.  But Jesus saying that we must eat his flesh and drink his blood?  What is he talking about?

Our ears hear his words and we think of Communion.  But Jesus hasn’t had his ‘last supper’ with them yet.  He hasn’t been eating the Passover with them and passing around the bread with the words, ‘This is my body,’ or sharing the last cup of wine with the words, ‘This is my blood, shed for you…’   The words Jesus speaks today are difficult to understand.

We recognize, after all these years, that Jesus is using the symbols of bread and wine to represent his body and blood.  And yet, even after all these years, we still struggle to make any rational sense of what Jesus is saying.  As Episcopalians, we say that the Eucharist is a ‘mystery.’  That’s the best we can do.

The Catholic Priest, in identifying the Body of Christ in the consecrated bread and wine, is right in line with what Jesus was saying in John 6.  ‘The one who east this bread will live forever.’

The Baptist Minister, in identifying the Body of Christ as the congregation, is right in line with the Apostle Paul’s writings.  We are all members of Christ’s body Paul says – in his letters to the Romans and the Corinthians.  Paul uses the imagery over and over again as he deals with divisions in the early church.  We are one body in Christ and so we can’t just throw each other out or pretend that we don’t need each other.  One body in Christ.  All Christians, everywhere.  One body.

The Episcopal or Anglican branch of Christianity usually tries to find some middle way between Catholicism and Protestantism.  So we’re pretty comfortable talking about the mystery of Christ’s body being found in the consecrated bread and wine AND among the people, as well.  Listen as we pray the Eucharistic Prayer later – you will hear both that the bread and wine represent the Body and Blood of Christ AND that WE are the Body of Christ.  We take Christ in with the bread and wine.  We join with each other is representing Christ’s Body in the world.

So what difference does it make where we find the Body of Christ?  What earthly good is all this theological juggling?

If it’s true that we participate in the Body of Christ, by taking in the bread and wine and being part of the gathered community, then the earthly good comes from remembering that Christ is part of us and we are part of Christ.  What we say represents Jesus.  What we do represents Jesus.  How we live represents Jesus.

How are we doing?  Do our words and deeds reflect the love of God, the compassion of Jesus?  Are we known by our love for each other?  Are we known for how we take care of the least, how we treat those on the margins of our community?

Sometimes it’s easy to figure out how we should live.  Should we be kind?  Yes.   Should we tell the truth?  Yes.  Should we cheat?  No.  The Ten Commandments are pretty clear and mostly easy to keep.  But then there are all those instances where it’s not completely clear what the loving thing is…  What do we do then?

Pray like Solomon.  Ask for wisdom.  The writer of the letter to the Ephesians puts it: Be careful then how you live, not as unwise people but as wise, making the most of the time, because the days are evil.   My old Baptist minister friend said that we should err on the side of love when we’re not sure how to act.  Even when standing against evil, we can act with gentleness and peacefulness, rather than returning hate for hate.

May God give us grace to follow daily in the steps of Jesus our Savior.  Amen.

Posted on August 23, 2018 By Kristen

Twelfth Sunday after Pentecost August 16 2015

I’m happy to be with you on this warm day – I’m thinking that we should’ve met at a beach somewhere, with a cool breeze blowing – to put us into the conversation that continues this week between Jesus and his hearers about ‘Living Bread’ and manna in the wilderness.  The misunderstanding grows to incomprehension – does Jesus really expect the people to eat his body?!?

Those gathered around Jesus have Moses and manna in mind.  They are looking for physical food to fill their bellies, just as their forebears were sustained in the wilderness wanderings by the manna they collected and ate.

Jesus isn’t speaking of physical food – he’s remembering Moses and the wilderness wanderings and how the writers of Deuteronomy said, “(God) humbled you by letting you hunger, then by feeding you with manna, with which neither you nor your ancestors were acquainted, in order to make you understand that one does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord” in chapter 3, verse 8.  One does not live by manna alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord.  Jesus tells the people that he is THE word that comes from heaven.  He is the embodiment, the incarnation of the Word of God.  He brings God’s word to them and he holds nothing back – he gives himself completely to the people so that they can be reconciled to God.  This is the food they need – he is the food they need.

Just what is it that the people are missing?  What exactly is Jesus offering?  What soul food does he have in mind?

The soul food, the word Jesus has to offer:  God so loves the world that He sent His only son – not to judge the world but to redeem it.  God loves us.  God wants relationship with us.  God sent Jesus to remind us of his love.  And…  We are to love each other, in the same way that God loves us.  We are to work for the redemption of the world  –  our work is to be God’s hands and feet living out God’s redeeming love in the world.

How different would the world be if all those who claim to follow Christ lived as if God loves everyone?  How different would the world be if we lived as if God loves everyone?

I’m not sure if you read it, but last week’s passage from Ephesians chapter four said, “Let no evil talk come out of your mouths, but only what is useful for building up, as there is need, so that your words may give grace to those who hear.  And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, with which you were marked with a seal for the day of redemption.  Put away from you all bitterness and wrath and anger and wrangling and slander, together with all malice, and be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ as forgiven you.”  These words are a practical working out of living God’s love in the world.  These words prove how upside-down the kingdom of God appears next to where we live…  Our words are to give grace to the hearers?  We are to be kind, tender-hearted with one another, setting aside bitterness, anger, wrangling and slander?

This is the soul food Jesus offers us:  God’s kindness and forgiveness; God’s love and acceptance; God’s unmerited favor and grace.  We are beloved.  Chew on that for a bit.  You are completely known by God AND loved by God.

How do we know if we’re properly digesting the food Jesus offers?   When we are able to say, “I know God loves me AND I know God loves you, too.”  If we aren’t sure God loves us, we haven’t had enough to eat.  If we aren’t sure God loves someone else, we haven’t had enough to eat.  God loves the world.  God loves each person who ever lived, who lives now, who will live in the future.  Hatred of others, or even indifference towards others has no place in God’s kingdom.

It’s a lot to digest, this love God has for us without reservation.  It takes a lifetime of faith, of chewing on this food, to really believe and live into what Jesus offers.  God loves me.  God loves you.  Because God loves me and because God loves you, I love you, too.  The one who eats this bread will live forever.  Amen.

Posted on August 16, 2018 By Kristen

Pentecost Eleven August 4, 2018

I’m finding it heard to believe it’s already August…  I feel like I’ve missed the summer this year – it’s gone by so fast.  But even though I’m not ready for this new month, it IS my favorite month to go to the farmer’s market because the stalls are full of beautiful fruits and vegetables!  What a great area to live in – we have access to so much wonderful, healthy food and we can get ideas on how to prepare the food from the folks who’ve grown it!

So, this morning I have to ask you – what are you hungry for?  What are we hungry for and how are we feeding our appetites?

David and Nathan have a conversation about David’s inappropriate feeding of his hunger and the impact his behavior will have on the rest of his life and his family.  And Jesus has a conversation with the people following him about their hunger for food.

We all get hungry – and we have a variety of legitimate appetites that need to be fed:  We’re social beings, we need interactions with other people, we need companionship, we hunger for connection.  Our minds need food – we need to be challenged intellectually and delighted through the senses of taste and touch, hearing and seeing, we need the arts to feed our souls.  We need physical food – healthy things as fuel for the body and delight for the senses.  We need to know that our lives have meaning – we need the spiritual food of connection with God and dreams that are larger than our own.  We hunger to know that what we do matters to the universe.

David had a hunger that he fed – he saw that Bathsheba was a beautiful woman, he wanted her and took her and murdered her husband when he couldn’t cover up his actions.  We read that part of the story last week.  This week, the prophet Nathan confronts David.  “You are the man!” Nathan says, and then tells David how his sin will impact the rest of his life.

And this is the lesson we can learn from David’s story:  we can be forgiven for the wrong things we do, we can be forgiven of our sins and the inappropriate ways we feed our hungers, but what we do impacts other people.  In Psalm 51, David says that his sin is against God only.  But that’s just wishful thinking.  Nathan tells David that “the sword shall never depart from your house…”  Next week, we’ll see part of Nathan’s words confirmed when we read of the death of David’s son, Absalom.  If you’d like to read a tragic story – continue reading in Second Samuel and follow the story of David’s children.  It’s heart-breaking.

What we do impacts other people.  God will forgive when we sin, but we can’t undo the harm our actions cause others.  So we must be careful how we feed our legitimate needs.  Do our actions reflect love of God, love of ourselves, and love for our neighbors?  Do we fulfill the golden rule of treating others as we want to be treated?  David’s actions most certainly did not!

What are we hungry for?

The people we read about in the gospel lesson for today are hungry, too.  The problem is that it’s not quite clear what hunger they’re trying to fill by following Jesus.  Just the day before, these folks ate dinner on Jesus’ dime.  So the next day, they go looking for him again to…  hear more of his teaching?  Or for more free food?  Jesus suspects it’s probably the latter – more free food.

Jesus tells the people not to work so hard for the food that perishes – work to find food that lasts.  Jesus urges those followers, urges us, to pay more attention to and feed our spiritual hunger.

Eugene Peterson, in his interpretation of our Gospel passage, says it this way:

(Jesus says,) Don’t waste your energy striving for perishable food like that.  Work for the food that sticks with you, food that nourishes your lasting life, food the Son of Man provides…  Throw your lot in with the One that God has sent…  I am the Bread of Life.  The person who aligns with me hungers no more and thirsts no more, ever.”

Jesus offers something to feed the hunger we all experience – the hunger to make meaning of our lives.  Our faith teaches us that we were created to live in relationship with God.  Our lives have meaning and make sense when we ‘throw our lot in’ with God, when we spend time learning the teachings of Jesus and then doing our best to live out those teachings.  It’s a life-long process of learning and living into God’s vision for us and for the world.

Just as one meal won’t end our need for physical food, aligning ourselves with Jesus isn’t a one-time thing either.  Every day we eat – at the very least one meal per day and usually two or three meals plus snacks.  Growing in faith, throwing our lot in with the One that God sent requires us to continually feed our spiritual lives, too.  When life is difficult, we need to drink more deeply, take in more calories, to keep the spiritual hunger fed.

There are many ways to feed our spiritual lives – meeting here today for worship and communion is one way.  Getting involved in a Bible Study or book study will feed your soul.  Making sandwiches for the Samaritan Center, building a house with Habitat, reaching out to help those who need a hand will feed your soul.  Quiet meditation and prayer will feed you.  Jesus did these things and more – and when we throw our lot in with him, when we align ourselves with him and do what he did, our souls are fed and our lives are filled with meaning.

What are we hungry for?  We need to pay attention to our appetites and make sure we feed ourselves in ways that are healthy and not harmful to our own selves or to our relationships.

What are we hungry for?  Jesus said, “I am the Bread of Life.  The person who aligns with me hungers no more and thirsts no more, ever.”  Amen.


Posted on August 9, 2018 By Kristen

Pentecost 10 July 29, 2018

Now to him who by the power at work within us is able to accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

What an interesting set of lessons this morning…  David and Bathsheba and the death of Uriah…  Jesus feeding the 5000 with the 5 loaves and 2 fish…  and the trip over the Sea of Galilee to Capernaum, in which a storm blows up and Jesus meets them walking on the sea…  What can we learn about the Good News of God in Christ from these readings?

We’ve been reading about the Kings of Israel for the last two months – first reading about Saul in June and now the Great King David in July.  So today’s story of David’s unfaithfulness and his murder of Uriah won’t be the last of the story, just as it’s not the beginning of the story either.

Here’s why I love the biblical stories – they depict people who are very human, very broken, just like we are today.  David has power and authority.  He uses it to get what he wants (Bathsheba) and then uses it to cover up his bad behavior (the murder of Uriah.)  What he does in today’s reading is all wrong and if this were the whole of the story we wouldn’t like him at all.

David is known as Israel’s greatest king.  He unified the Northern and Southern Kingdoms, he brought peace to the people.  He was the composer of many of our psalms.  He was known as a “friend of God.”  AND he had an improper sexual relationship with Bathsheba and then had her husband murdered.  A leader – in the church or the government or in the entertainment business – using his authority to harm others… we know this story all too well.

In today’s gospel reading, a crowd gathers to hear Jesus speak and it comes time to eat.  Jesus asks Philip how they’re going to feed all these people and Philip answers honestly that he just doesn’t see how they can – they’re a nonprofit group, there’s not enough money, it can’t be done.  Andrew bravely offers a pittance – a young boy is willing to share his five loaves and two fish.  I particularly love that Andrew is offering someone else’s lunch.  I don’t know if that’s a reflection of Andrew’s doubt or the young boy’s faith – that Andrew has nothing of his own to offer while the young boy gives all he has…

Then the disciples get in the boat to cross the Sea of Galilee – a lake known for crazy storms that blow up out of nowhere.  They wait as long as they can for Jesus to join them but go on without him when he delays.  I imagine the fishermen – Peter and Andrew, James and John – piloting the boat, manning the oars.  The storm blows up, the disciples strain to get to land, and off in the distance they see a figure.  It looks like a person walking through the storm, walking on the water.  And just as they’re scared out of their wits, Jesus calls out that they don’t need to worry – it’s just Jesus, making his way to the other side.  And before they can rescue him, they’re safely at the docks.

And isn’t this story of disciples who are doubting and impatient and scared out of their wits our story, too.  Which of us here today has never once been full of doubt or impatient or scared about where we find ourselves or what God has asked of us?

These are our stories.  We behave badly.  We do the wrong things at the wrong time with the wrong people.  We doubt.  We shove off.  We don’t wait.  We move on.  We get anxious.  We get scared.  We lose hope.  We willingly offer what others give without giving of ourselves.  We are David.  We are Andrew.  We are the disciples.

Thank God it’s not all up to us!  Left to our own devices we simply can’t manage.  But we’re not left to our own devices.

We’re going to read more of David’s story next week, so I won’t give it all away, but I will say that David confesses his wrongdoing and God forgives him.  In spite of the disciples’ doubt, the 5000 are fed.  In spite of the disciples’ impatience and fear, everyone makes it safely through the storm.

This is the good news we have in Christ:  no matter how badly we fail, we can be forgiven.  No matter how deep our doubt, miracles still happen.  No matter how impatient we are to get going or how scared we are of the storms that surround us, Jesus is still near us, travels with us safely to the other side.  God loves us.  God will make something beautiful of the messes we find ourselves in, even while we bear the scars of our own or others’ decisions.  God will provide – our needs will be met.  There is no storm too wild, no journey too far, but that God won’t be there with us.

I go to the Crafts Fair in downtown Syracuse every year.  I love handcrafted items – love to see the ingenuity and artistry – and I especially love to see items reused in new ways.  A few years ago I stopped by one furniture booth called ‘The Wormy Chestnut.’  You know that Chestnuts were almost completely wiped out by a blight in the early 20th century but before the blight chestnut wood was heavily used for homes and barns.  The Wormy Chestnut man uses reclaimed wood from old homes and barns and makes beautiful new furniture from it.

We might be wormy chestnut.  We might be broken glass.  We might be pottery shards.  We might be old furniture or worn out silverware or some other broken object.  But in the hands of a master artisan, we can be made new – useful, beautiful, and delightful once again.  The writer of Ephesians says that God’s power is able to use us to ‘accomplish abundantly far more than all we can ask or imagine.’

O God, powerful and compassionate, heal each of us and make us a whole people, forgive us of our failures and remind us that we are never outside of your care – so that we may live faithful lives and accomplish far more than we can ask or imagine for the sake of your Son and the world you love.  Amen.

Posted on August 6, 2018 By Kristen

Pentecost 8 July 15, 2018

There’s an awful lot of dancing in our lessons this morning!  David and the people dancing for joy as the Holy Ark is brought into Jerusalem.  Salome, called Herodias in Mark’s gospel, dancing for Herod and twisting his heart in foolish ways.

The gospel lesson is difficult, isn’t it?  It’s a snapshot of the relationship between Herod and John the Baptizer.  Herod Antipas, son of Herod the Great, who rebuilt the temple in Jerusalem, Herod Antipas, tetrarch of Galilee, had married his sister-in-law, his brother wife.  He was also her half-uncle. The Herods – Herod the Great and all of his sons – were part Jewish and lived according to Jewish Law when it suited them.  John the Baptizer condemned Herod Antipas for marrying his sister-in-law and half-niece, so John was arrested.  I love Mark’s description of their relationship: ‘Herod feared John, knowing that he was a righteous and holy man, and he protected him.  When he heard him, he was greatly perplexed; and yet he liked to listen to him.’

If only Herod hadn’t thrown that dinner.  If only Salome had not danced.  If only Herod hadn’t made his foolish promise to give her whatever she wanted.  Perhaps Herod would have finally understood John.  Perhaps he would have joined John in the Jordan River.  Herod made a foolish promise and John the Baptizer lost his head.

And then Herod has such a guilty conscience that when he hears of all the healing that Jesus is doing, he’s convinced it’s John, come back to life.

Why does Mark put the story of John’s beheading right here in chapter 6?  What is Mark telling us?  What lesson ought we to learn from this passage?

Mark reminds of the deep cost of discipleship – John the Baptizer was doing everything exactly as he was supposed to.  He was calling people to repentance, he was baptizing in the river Jordan, he supported his cousin Jesus in his ministry.  John was doing everything right, he was a great disciple – Jesus says there is no disciple greater than John.  And yet…  John is thrown into prison and then beheaded.  Being a good disciple does not guarantee a long and happy life.  Being a good Christian does not guarantee good times.

Mark puts this story about the death of John in between the stories of sending the disciples out two by two and their return, which we’ll read about next week.  It’s a reminder to us, to all disciples that following Jesus is a costly endeavor.

There are those who say that if we are faithful to God, we will receive everything we ask for from God.  It’s the vending machine concept – we put in our faithfulness, our good works, and we get health and wealth from God.  It’s really an ancient idea – the gods require sacrifices from us in order to protect and defend us.

Relationship with God is something quite different.  Any Christian who tells you that Jesus wants you to be healthy, to make lots of money and to have an easy life, is telling you a lie.  That’s not how it works.  John the Baptizer did everything right and he was thrown in prison and then lost his life.  Jesus did everything right and he was crucified.  Why would we expect our lives to be remarkably different than John’s or Jesus’?

We are called to be disciples, we are called to follow Christ, not for what we can get from the relationship but because of what we have already received.  We have received God’s gracious love and acceptance.  We have received forgiveness for all the ways that we fall short.  We stand redeemed, made holy through Jesus Christ and his saving work for us.  We follow Christ because we know what we have received, because we are grateful, and because we want to be like Jesus.  We want to walk the way he walked, live the way he lived, love the way he loved.

Salome dances and John the Baptizer loses his head.  This is what it means to be a disciple.

Before you decide that being a disciple is all death and no fun, though, remember David dancing in our reading from Second Samuel.  Joyful exuberance is also part of being a disciple.  David and the people of Israel move their most sacred object – the Ark of the Covenant – that piece of furniture made for the Exodus journey.  The rod of Moses is kept in the Ark.  And the presence of God lives between the two cherubim that adorn the top of the Ark.   During Samuel’s time, the Ark resided in Baale-judah, which you may know by its other name: Kiriath-jearim.  Okay, it wasn’t kept in a large city, but Baale-judah was a safe place.  Once David has unified the country under his rule, he moves the Ark into his capital city, Jerusalem, with much joy, dancing and feasting.

Dancing and feasting with joy is also part of discipleship.  Every baptism, every confirmation, every marriage is a reason to dance and feast.  God is good.  God has blessed us.  In our dancing and our feasting we find hope and strength for the difficult days.

Every week, when we come to the rail for communion, we are feasting, too.  Not raisin cakes like David served – but the bread and the wine we share here is feast for the soul.  We gain strength for the week ahead of us and we are reminded that this feast is just a glimpse of the great feasts we’ll celebrate with all of our friends and family in the kingdom of heaven, just a glimpse of the life to come.

The life of a disciple is not always an easy life.  But I imagine that if we asked any of the Saints or Apostles or John the Baptizer they would tell us it’s worth it, it’s worth what it will cost us.  May we understand those things God wants us to do, and may we have the grace and power to faithfully accomplish them.  And may we find moments of joy as well.  Amen.

Posted on July 16, 2018 By Kristen